It seems to me that writing is a great way to release energy -though, unfortunately, not to burn it, or I would find it easy to become glamorously skinny-. When life with all its small tragedies gets to me, as it happens now and then, I enjoy writing my troubles away: the pointless marital fights, the people who no longer like me, the work struggles, the rain.
In writing I’m in charge of the world. The heavens and the earth obey me; it would never dare rain without my permission. In writing I can analyse other people’s motivations, as well as my own, and set the universe right, as it should be. I love writing because it is all these things and more: When good things come, I can keep them forever, build a shrine for them to live in, untouched by time. When bad things come, they can be put away. I don’t have to carry them in my pockets forever, to weigh down on my life.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

this is a very interesting path you are taking...
you are setting the world right in your writing.
a seemingly good way to deal with overwhelming problems. put them on paper, get them out of your mind.
good. get rid of the overload and stay normal. it makes me wonder: how much effort do you put in setting things right in real life as well?
the energy of unhappiness is supposed to give us that kick in the a... to move things, to become actively involved in improving ourselves and the life of those around us.
are you making up a script for how you could act to get things sorted out and cleaned up and then act upon it or is it a mere attempt to escape responsibility for yourself and your loved ones?
set your universe right!